
This is episode forty-two of the novel, From Here To 1137 AD. If you would like to purchase From Here To 1137 AD, it is available on Amazon in Kindle format or paperback.
A Virtual Trip
"We are within a light year,” Brian said.
Tom did not reply immediately. He sat stolidly in the captain’s chair.
Finally, he spoke as if unimpressed by what was just said. “A light year away. It’s said like, just down the road, about a mile or two.”
“I sense it will be good for you to be around humans,” Brain said.
“Human! You mean the 12th-century ones? They are little more than holograms. You can’t have a relationship with someone who is, in some technical sort of way, doesn’t really exist. This is, indeed, so bizarre, and I was the fool who bought into it. Between you and Gordon, I think you exploited a weakness in my character. Who in their right mind would do this?”
“The isolation is affecting you,” Brain said.
“You are affecting me,” Tom retorted sharply.
“Here is a suggestion,” Brain said. “The replicator can be expanded to the lounge and create a virtual reality for you. It could have a calming effect.”
“What would you suggest, a field of poppies?” Tom replied sarcastically.
“If that’s what you would like,” Brain said.
Tom hung his head and massaged his forehead. “You are right. I need something to calm me. I’m not prepared for this. I’m not prepared for isolation. You have no idea what it’s like inside my head.”
“You are right,” Brian said. “I’m a machine and can’t feel or sympathize or empathize. I am not even an ‘I.’ However, from a logical reckoning, something can be provided for you. I am sure it will help.”
“Brain, you can’t fathom loneliness. You can define it, but can’t feel it. I’m who knows how many million light-years from my home and friends. They might as well not even exist. How can something that far away exist? There must be a point in distance at which something does not exist.”
“The logic is acceptable to my reasoning,” Brian said. “I understand.”
“Thank you, Brain. Knowing it is logical eases me. That’s a start on empathy.”
“Indeed,” Brian said, “just knowing someone or, in my case, something, understands is helpful.”
“Do you still have something virtual in mind for me?”
“I will patriciate the control room from the lounge and beg you patient indulgence for a few moments,” Brain said. “And then you can enter the lounge from a door. It is best to have a solid division between the real world and the virtual one. Otherwise, it can be confusing and disorienting.”
Tom swirled in the captain’s chair to face the control panel. He examined the various readings. It was a control panel completely foreign and nonsensical to him a few months ago. Now, it informed him of all he needed to know about the operation of the pod.
“You may enter the lounge at any time,” Brain said.
“Thank you, I can’t wait to see what you’ve prepared.”
“I have come to logical conclusions that you will be satisfied with it.”
Tom swiveled around and stood. He opened the door to the virtual world that Brain prepared. Tom’s eyes sparkled. A soft, pleasing smile rose on his face. His chest felt warm.
“What do you think?” Brain asked.
“Brain, this is more than what I expected or hoped for. This is the stream at the edge of our property, back on the farm. That is the willow tree hanging over it. I can smell the grass. I can hear the stream flow and trickle over the rocks.”
“Remove your shoes,” Brain said.
Tom sat on the ground. He removed his shoes and socks.
“Now,” Brain said, “put your feet in the water.”
Tom sat on a rock and eased his feet into the stream.
“Oh my, how did you do this? Never mind, I don’t need an explanation.”
“It is as if you recreated a perfect day on the farm. It’s as if I’m actually there. Clouds are moving across the sky. I hear red-wing blackbirds. I hear a tractor in the distance, and crickets, and the sound of singing semi-tires on the interstate. How long is this good for?”
“As long as you like,” Brain said, “but remember, events will not hold for you; the 1138 Earth is moving along second by second.”
Tom chuckled. “I’m actually chilled. But I don’t want to take my feet out of the water.”
“If you like,” Brain said, “I can change the ambient temperature for you. It is seventy-two degrees now. What about the water’s temperature, which can be adjusted?”
”Nah, leave it like it is. I don’t want to get spoiled. It’s reality I desire, and there’s only so much you can do with reality. Sometimes you just have to give in to what is real.”
A few minutes elapsed, thinking about the past on the farm. He remembered fishing with his dad not far from this spot. It was where this stream met with a larger stream. Most of the year, it was a gentle flowing stream, but after a hard rain and during the spring, it was turbulent. Tom’s father said fish gathered there to feed, and it was a good place to fish—and it was.
“How far can I go in this virtual world?” Tom asked Brain.
“As far as you like,” Brain said, “but be mindful of the time.”
Tom stood and walked barefoot to where the two streams converged. By the time he arrived, his feet were dry, and he slipped his socks and shoes on.
He rested on a high point overlooking the convergence of the two streams. It brought back a flood of good memories. They were memories full of meaning and love. It was here that his father spoke to him about life, conduct, integrity, and the lessons he learned from his life.
“I understand the problem with a hologram now,” Tom said. “I want my dad to be here desperately. But when the experience is over, it would be like another death—and the pain that goes with it.”
“That is a logic assessment,” Brain said.
Tom stood and walked along the bank of the stream. “When I return, and late spring comes, I’m going to walk along this bank with Debbie. I’m going to capture every moment as if it’s filmed.”
Tom stopped and imagined for a moment Debbie being with him. He envisioned a soft, subtle smile and the sun shining in her eyes. She squints and brushes her hair from her face.
“Brain, how do I get out of this virtual setting?”
“Just say, ‘reality,’” Brain said.
“Reality,” Tom said.
Everything appeared to melt and vanish. In not much more than a few seconds, Tom stood in the lounge of the pod.
“Thanks, Brain. I’m ready for the 12th century.”
“Good, because we are there.”