This is episode fifteen of the novel, From Here To 1137.
Checking On Edgar
Tom returned to the house. He went to bed, but he did not sleep much. He plotted a strategy.
He thought while staring at the illuminated digital clock across the room.
“Billy McElroy was a bully. In my freshman year, he backed me against the wall in the boys’ restroom. His buddies were all with him. He wanted my writing tablet.’
‘I remember thinking, it’s a writing tablet today, a pen tomorrow, and money the day after that. I wasn’t about to enable Billy’s nicotine addiction.’
‘I knew that without his friends, he was weak. I worked on a farm. I’d stacked bales of hay all day long. I’d birthed calves. Billy’s only accomplishment was smoking cigarettes and creating a monstrous wave of hair on his head.’
‘He wore confidence that hid his cowardice. “You will have to rip this tablet away from me. And the next time I see you, you better not be alone.” He smirked and walked away. Every one of them was a coward, but the biggest was Billy McElroy.’
‘It’s a funny thing. We never said a word to each other the rest of our time in school. I don’t even remember exchanging looks with him. On graduation day, he came up and shook my hand and said, “No hard feelings.” It took me a while to figure out what he was talking about. I guess cowards have a conscience too.’
In the middle of one of the scenarios of thinking about the meeting with Frank Grasso, he fell asleep.
The 5:30 AM buzzer from the clock across the room sounded. Tom got out of bed and turned it off. The day began. He dressed and went to the barn. He forced the cattle out of the barn and shoveled manure. When he was done, he laid down hay for the cattle.
Back at the house, he made coffee and breakfast, and waited for Edgar’s eight o’clock call. He sat at the kitchen table and watched the second hand arrive at the twelve.
Tom mentally said to Brain, ‘Brain, can you hear me?”
“Yes,” Brain said.
“Can anyone else hear you?”
“No.”
“So if I should carry on an audible conversation with you, nobody else will hear, right?”
“That’s right.”
Tom thought.
“Is something wrong?” Brain asked.
“No, not really,” Tom said. “It makes me wonder about all those folks walking the streets, and talking to themselves.”
“They are mentally ill,” Brain said.
“But I am not, right?” Tom asked.
“No,” Brain said.
“Thanks,” Tom said. “Is it possible to locate my brother? He’s supposed to be in a bed and breakfast in Mastic Beach, Long Island.”
“He would have to do something that I could track,” Brain said.
“You have no idea where he is?” Tom asked.
“Your phone is about to ring, and it’s from Mastic Beach,” Brain said.
The phone rang, and Tom hurried into the dining room.
“Hello, Edgar?”
“Hi, Tom.”
“I was just starting to worry about you,” Tom said.
“I couldn’t sleep last night,” Edgar said.
“Do you have anything planned?” Tom asked.
“I don’t have a car, and a taxi brought me here,” Edgar said. “I’m kind of locked in to what I can do.”
“Did you pay cash or credit card?” Tom asked.
“Cash.”
“Good,” Tom said.
“Are you going to drive here and get me?” Edgar asked.
Edgar’s tone seemed strange to Tom. It was not that long ago that he appeared brash and arrogant. Now he seemed like a child lost in a crowd. Tom thought, ’He always has been dependent on Dad, Mom, and me.’
“Tom, are you there?” Edgar panicked.
“Yes, yes,” Tom said, “I’m here. I was trying to think of something.”
“Are you coming to pick me up?”
“No,” Tom said, “well, maybe, but for now, can you stay put for at least a couple of days? You should be fine.”
“What are you going to do?” Edgar’s voice quivered.
“Edgar,” Tom said assuringly, “you don’t need to worry. Just stay where you are. You are safe there.”
“This is strange,” Edgar said, “but somehow I believe you.”
“Listen,” Tom said, “if you need anything, call me, okay? I have to go now. Thanks for calling. I just wanted to make sure you were safe.”
“Okay,” Edgar said and hung up the phone.
Tom called Debbie.
“Hello,” Debbie said.
“How are you doing this morning?” Tom said.
“I’m fine,” Debbie said. “To what do I owe this pleasure?”
“It kind of makes me wish I had something planned,” Tom said. “But maybe we can plan something for next week.”
“I feel like I’ve guilted you into something,” Debbie said.
“No,” Tom said, “not at all. I was hoping to talk to you or your brother.”
“Steve has already caught the bus for high school,” Debbie said.
“Okay,” Tom said, “I’ll run this by you. I may be gone for a couple of days, and I need somebody to look in on the cattle and toss some hay down for them.”
“I’ll say something to Steve,” Debbie said. “And if he can’t do it, I will,”
“You’re the best,” Tom said.
“Where are you going?” Debbie asked.
“I’m going to visit Edgar,” Tom said.
“You got to be kidding me,” Debbie said, “after the way he treated you?”
“He’s my brother, and he’s in a jam,” Tom said.
“You’re being too good to him,” Debbie said.
“Debbie,” Tom paused, “you’d do the same for your brother.”
“Not if he won’t look in on your cattle and feed them,” Debbie said.
“How’s school going for you?” Tom asked.
“I'm doing well,” Debbie said. “A little hard at first, but I’m catching on.”
“What about you?” Debbie said. “Did you enroll?”
“No,” Tom said, “we’ll talk about it when I come back from Edgar’s.”
“Is there anything I can do?” Debbie asked.
“You know where the house key is,” Tom said. “While I’m gone, you could do a load of laundry for me—just kidding.”
“Goodbye, Tom. Have a safe trip.”
“I’ll call when I’m back.”
